It has taken me several weeks to write this post due to the sensitivity of the update. I actually have not even informed most of our family members. I’ve been holding back, waiting to for my heart to heal a bit before I said anything, because I knew that if anyone said something insensitive it would just break me… well, my heart hasn’t healed at all yet, but I feel a responsibility to inform all those who are supporting us in so many ways. The little girl that we were planning to adopt is now being adopted by another family. We did not get a waiver we needed from China fast enough, and another family began the process ahead of us. It was shocking and heartbreaking to us. We are focusing on being happy that she is going to have a family. I promised myself that I would be happy for her if this were to happen, and I am, but I am sad for us. I’m not sure what to do to heal my heart. I’ve done a lot of praying. We have wanted to adopt for a very long time and this is not deterring us from a Special Needs China adoption. We are continuing on with our fundraising efforts and moving forward with faith.